You didn't stay then, I'll take it you had your reasons
I'm gonna fly too.. because it hurts to be in such loveless liaisons
I can't be stuck in this muck; knowing
That you hate me; It suffocates me
And every word you said... to show how much you care
Was a sham
I believed in it;
Maybe that's why I'm hating myself so much sometimes these days...
Every thought of that encounter; which made me flounder
Looking over my lone shoulder for some sympathy
Makes me pity, and not like myself, all the more
I'm gonna fly, away.
I gotta free myself from the bonds that you lay on me,
Claiming it to be what mattered the most; before you walked away
without a trace
without a grudge
without a shred of guilt
I believed it all.
(Insane and unreal as it seemed!)
Never will I believe again.
And I wonder, if it will help me like myself...
If it will help me not hate myself...
2 comments:
I'm coming back to read this when I'm stuck in one of these 'mucks' and maybe it will help me cut loose!
Really glad about that... and that someone is even passing by this blog still. :)
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