Waiting for What's Past

Words scattered from a few songs broken

Strewn around in front of me on the floor

Ringing in my head since the moment I've woken

Their echoes taunting me ever more

The songs that stand for the times we've had

Reminding me one way or another of you

And however much it makes me sad

It's something I can't help but cling onto

Loving but leaving, in those helpless pangs of passion

I stare at these persistent words and yearn

Tempted by pointless acts of aggression

Leave me be, because I just won't learn

Perpetually anxious, longing and waiting

My sanity hanging in the balance

Hopes of redemption, dissipating

As your only reply is an uneasy silence...

I really want you! :D

I want you.
I know I can't have you.
But I want you.
And everything is so perfect. You and me. So right.
But I know I can't do it now. And I know you can't either.

And this time keeps slipping by.
So mean and cruel.

Distances don't bridge.

The memories will fade away. The ones that are keeping me going these days.

Your smiling face, and that hand waving to me, blowing those final kisses my way,
dissolving into the dark, over n over, will drive me crazy.

Until I can't even see it anymore.

And that will be the saddest day of my life... Sadder even than today. And I take solace in that.
Shuddering even to think of that day, I cling on for now to what we had..

To salvage one more memory. One more little piece of me from each passing day...

I want to be with u again. And know u want it too..
But the fleeting time just won't pass.
The distance, yet not bridged.